Ugg im so bored and lonely. Seriously every night (except saturday nights) im alone and doing stuff all.

I guess i am annoying though. I have horrible habits such as talking too fast and too much, interrupting, voicing my opinions (i do try to stop that one), and complaining.

I guess no-one wants to listen to me, because everytime time i talk i screw up or just make no sense. Its like when i talk about something im interested in everyone just thinks im weird (online or off). If i act happy people give me funny looks, if im sad they do the same. Most times i see friends they just act like im not there, except for the odd ‘hi’. And id say its because of the habits i have, though there are probably more reasons.

Im sure everyone has got bad habits but i just feel mine are the worst. And yes i know i am complaining right now, but what im trying to say is im sorry and i will stop being the annoying side of me. Now i just have to find the other, nicer side. (step one-stop complaining) Now where to begin?

(Source: meatycakes)